Spellcheck.

I'm sorry that I have been away for so long. And I'd like to say that things have been better and that I've stopped living my life through the internet but really, it's more that I just haven't been able to write much lately. 


Stars calls it the life effect, you know, the birth is quick but the death is slow because really, we spend the whole of our life edging towards death. I don't know what it is, God I'm only eighteen, I don't know what a lot of things are but I'm back to wanting to run away, or I am if I ever really left that state of mind anyway. 


I made the appointment to see a doctor about the cyst. Finally. I'm kind of scared. 


There's nothing momentous about today's post. My spelling still sucks without spellcheck and I'm still trying to figure it all out just a little bit better. Just like everyone else (except that most of the people I know can spell a lot better than I can). 


Whatever the cyberworld wants, it can take today. I'm not too interested in specifics.