Wednesday, September 29, 2010

In Between.

Have you ever looked around your room and seen all of the different analgesics sitting there from when you were sick or when you hurt your foot and it got infected or when you couldn’t sleep. And then you do another scan and you see all of the secondary medication that you actually take more than your real medication, things like caffeine and alcohol and the reflux meds that just taste good. And then have you wondered what would happen if you took all of them, every single one at the same time?

Honestly, I do mean that in the least suicidal way possible, it’s jut that I’m curious. Would I stay awake because of the caffeine or would the alcohol and sleeping pills put me to sleep? Would I be drunk or sober, conscious or unconscious, happy or sad? Would I be somewhere in between?  

You know, I think I would and that’s why I won’t do it. I’m sick of being in between. 

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