Promises.

Sometimes, my heart beats so hard and fast that I'm sure I can't be alive. 


And then it seems to stop so abruptly that I worry because if you can't find your heartbeat, I wonder, does that mean you're dead? 


It wont stop raining and whilst I love the early morning downpours, actual rain depresses me beyond comprehension. 


I'm losing the battle to complete my list.


I'm sorry. 


I'm going to alter the promises I should have made when I first met you. 


1. I will break your heart.
2. I will let you down.