I think I'd prefer to be his friend.

I'm trying to work out wether I've found someone to help me with the list. I'm confusing myself now. 


A few new bands have come to my attention. Or not so much new, as they are new to me. Different classifications and I kind of just want to fall asleep next to him. I'm deviating now, but I'm also so sick of nightmares and maybe if I slept next to someone, the nightmares wouldn't exist. In fact, they haven't in the past. 


Maybe we can go dancing some time? You and me on the side of the road? Next tuesday at midnight? I'll be there.


I'm on a new thought train now. And someone has my number and new where I was. Like they were following me. I'm wondering if I should be more worried. 


I drew small pictures all over his page, tiny pretty things in tiny pretty ways. I wonder if he's going to notice. The slightly queer thing is that I don't think I like him, not like that. It's more of a calm suggestion in side of my head that I don't make any insinuations of going there because whilst I probably could fuck him, I think I'd prefer to be his friend. Something permanent.